So I’ve had an opportunity to stop and think about how much energy it takes to hold in bad feelings.
And the worst part of that is that I’m the only one who’s feeling bad.
It’s impossible to get closure or peaceful resolution from someone who doesn’t realize that they’ve done anything wrong
Who won’t except “anything” other than “they being a victim of circumstance as well. I do know my mothers story or what she’s chosen to share, and yes she had some tougher times life.
Do I give into the guilt? I guess my biggest fear in all of this is do “my children” look and think of me the same way?