Thoughtful moments!!

I had to stop and just take a break to talk about how this process of writing my story has affected my life today.

Those terrible secrets, the shame, the guilt. I was so afraid to talk about “those times” but once I opened the door and shared those times in my life, I felt “lighter” but angry. I am mourning the loss of my childhood and anger is one stage. I’ve stopped to reflect on how this has affected the people around me today.

And to be honest it really is exhausting being angry,

I don’t like the way that it makes me feel, negative energy is a burden to carry around, and while engulfed in negative energy It affects everyone in my life around me.

I’ve decided that I’m going to cut the narrative a little shorter and maybe stop and have some conversation along the way, and choose to leave that burden in the past for a while!

There are so many things that I am thankful For that got lost while telling my story, so over the next few posts I am going to share the good things!! And my thoughts on some events that really matter! Stay tuned!!

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